I got a text from him telling me that he will be in town and asking if I want to see him. That was his first contact from him from the night at conference. Now it was clear why he wanted my phone number. I wanted to say no. … but the same time I was feeling how my excitement is growing… wondering what could happen again. So I said yes.. but for a dinner. He gave me address of his hotel. To my surprise dinner was at his suite. He was a true gentlemen, food was great and wine expensive. I don’t know when and how conversation went to the subject of sex and s/m. At the end of the evening when I was almost going out he told me
“I bet you that you are all wet but you are trying to be prim and proper.. If I am right you stay for a night”
Inside I felt panic and lust, but I manage to keep my poker face “Even If I am you are not able to check it. So I guess you are wrong”
I was wrong. He had a way to check and he didn’t ask me for permission.
Being single and running your own business can be stressful, demanding and hard. Some break in the process, they start to drink, abuse drugs, become violent....in my case my true sub nature started to appear stronger and stronger. Especially need to be perfect looking, trophy girl with no worries and desire to please. Over time I started to look for a specialist and coach to help me find solution for those desires. This place is one of the treatments he chose for me to make me understand my fantasies and bimbo needs. HE is a real savior... or is He?
